I did the thing.

You know what's great?
Firsts.
And by far, the best first is the first kiss. At least, of all the firsts I've experienced.

Which is something I experienced.
Like, literally yesterday. (Technically 2 days ago, as it's currently 2 o'clock, Sunday morning.)

Frontier restaurant, sitting in a booth with my friends who I was hanging out with that day, around 2:30 pm, and the girl I've been talking to (And flirting super hard with) for the past week or so walked in. One of my friends knew who she is. He's the one who introduced me to her (He's like the bestest bro ever now). And then he promptly threw the friend that was sitting next to me out of the seat so she could sit next to me.

So she did. I've mentioned before that I have anxiety, and oh man I was shaking. My mind and heart were in an endless sprint for the gold medal, and my leg was vibrating at such a high speed I felt like it was going to phase its molecules through the floor.

And we all talked, her, my friends and I. I put my arm around her and all that shit, and then we locked eyes.
And then, bam.

First kiss.
It took me 17 years but god damn it I did it.

And then second, a couple minutes later.

She only got to stay for about 20 minutes, but it was a fantastic 20 minutes.

I walked her to her car, after that.

Bam, third kiss.
It seemed like neither of us wanted to stop. I sure didn't, but she had to go.

The rest of the day, I was on this feeling of just pure happiness and such and ego boost to my mediocre self-image that if I watched my best friend get hit by a bus, I wouldn't stop smiling and I'd immediately heal him.

That's how great I felt.
And I'm still feeling it.

I can't wait to see her again.