Sunday, March 5, 2017

I don't want to fall away

Before you came along, I was great.

I had everything.
I was on top of the world.
I was happy, I just didn't know it.

But I wasn't what you thought as "successful"
So you took me.

Before you showed up
I would play video games and laugh and have fun.
I went out with my friends.
I went to boxing.
I would read comics all night long and have the time of my life.

Now
Video games don't keep me hooked like they used to.
I barely go out. I talk to few.
I haven't been in a gym since.
I don't read comics.

You took me.
You took myself away from me.

I was the most complete version of me before you came along.

I don't know who I am.

Because I am not me.

I want me back.
I want you to give me back myself.
Everything you took from me
Every little quirk, or aspect of myself that I lost because of you

I want it back.

I want to be myself again.

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